My First Post

Life has been interesting to say the least for me this year. Up it is all uphill from here. It started of good then took a shocking turn that taught me a lot. Allot about love and trust.

First I was released from a 4 year treatment for hyer-plasia, which gave us a great outlook to start a family, then almost immediately that was took away. Weight loss has brought open my eyes to many things. I have discovered that shopping for clothes can be fun, and these strange things called bones, seems they support my body or something. I also discovered my evil little friend we call Larry the Lump. Larry had to go. Larry had to tested and tested again. The worst 3 little words I have ever heard Small Needle Aspiration (run, run far and fast). Larry could could bring very shock and scary news, he was a suspect! SO off to the hospital we go. Surgery 1 reveal he was truly evil, evil of the worst kind. So back for surgery 2, Larry is forcing the complete remove of his home, my Thyroid. Now that Larry has gone I'm learning to love without him, weight gain, mood swings, and a new symptom, weakness and shaking. April 3 will begin the final process of the Larry eviction, our first appointment to arrange radiation treatment. I'm freaked out more about this than anything. There could be up to 5 days of isolation and these days I do not do well when left alone. No matter how hard I try I fall into funk and can't get out with my Bill. What will I do without his hugs. I sure hope this is coming to and end of my bad luck with my health. I thank God for my weight loss surgery, it has saved my life twice.

I sure miss scrapbooking. But it's hard right now, I try to sit down to it but he juices just will not flow. I hope when my mind it clear it will all come back to me!

Love you all.
Hugs